Never understand

"I think the key point is to not be greedy. Be grateful that there is someone who hold your hand.Be grateful that there is someone who kiss you on your forehead.Be grateful that there is someone who share your joy and sadness"

"So,do you still believe in true love? For all those hurts that you've got ?" And i asked

There is a moment of pause. And he answered:

"I wish i could believe it. Because i want to believe it."

While no matter how much i wish to persuade him that to come back to normal life,i have instead told him that he is still my friend and i won't despise him for revealing the real side of him,in which he needs to take so much courage to tell; as if those words could make him feel better for the cruel fact that could not be changed forever. For whatever happiness or love that he could pursue in the pathetic way,every life deserve to get the respect for the happiness that they want. Before that i am just like the rest who feel disgusted at such a so called love, until i have finally understood that no one would want to live in a world that everyone despise if they have a choice. The sadness of the truth has seeped deeply into my heart. But I can only hope that he starts to learn to love and accept himself more, instead of hating and hurting himself just like in the past 10years.

And he said he won't put high hopes on the journey of searching for true love,for the sad fact that most of the time,what people are really love is not about yourself. I guess it's more than true. But he won't stop in believing too. He just want to find someone who could make him to feel special,as simple as that.

I have sent him a postcard and wrote him a quote: "Don't be daunted by obstacles. Endure pressure while they last,keep your mind alert and composed, and you will neither regress nor be defeated."

He does deserve the true love that belonged to him.