雨说

想分享这篇学弟所述说的故事：


This friend of mine, he came from a family full of doctors, surgeon, and anatomists. Though he came from a VVIP family, but he mixed around with all of us, just like the rest of my friendly local friends over here. One day, I asked him about the ranking of medical university in India, is it really true that KMC I'm studying now, is somewhere high up in that list. After hearing, he laughed at that question, leaving me even more puzzled. He then start telling "Qiqi, medical student is different from engineering student. For engineering student, it's true, it's always about the brain. If you're in the number 1 engineering college, you're gonna be one great engineers. But for medical student, its different. It always about here." He said that one meaningful words while pointing at his heart. He further tell about the history of his grandfather, who barely passed his first year university examination, but end up being one of the pioneer in Anatomy in the state he came from. Even so many years after he died, people still remember his name, respect his families, all due to the charity he done when he's living. After that talk, I silently make a vow, just wanna be like his grandfather. :)




他们看到你中午才起，不知道你天亮才睡；


他嘲笑你痴人说梦，看不到你背后决心；


他们看到你荣华围绕，看不到你辛酸努力；


他们觉得你嘻嘻哈哈没心没肺，不知道你夜晚难过伤心。

你必须非常努力，才能看起来毫不费力，

即便是躺着中枪，也要姿势漂亮。

我开始害怕深夜，那样的我太容易陷入寂寞。

夜晚总是从美梦惊醒，梦见自己不是孤独的，不是一个人的，身边有好多好多很熟悉的面

孔。醒来后的美梦却是一场噩梦，久久无法把梦从现实抽离，又陷入一阵悲伤。还是噩梦好

吧，至少醒来后，那只是一场梦。而美梦，醒来后，却会开始质疑，为何它只是一场梦。

耳边突然传来一把声音，撕心裂肺的呐喊着：你知道这些日子我是怎么过的吗？


一片空白里有一片漆黑。好熟悉。好陌生。是谁？

我真的不再抱着任何希望了。希望越大，失望也总是越大。我的心沉在一片很深很深的大

海，我也想要让自己有机会浮起来，却又忘了怎么才能游上去。心跳依然没有消失，我却无

法呼吸。那种感觉好痛，却不叫做痛。有好多话想找人说出口，可是在嘴边停留了下来。与

其述说自己的故事，我想我已习惯当个聆听者，宁愿把自己的所有都埋藏起来。

心说，不说了吧，把坚强都留给现实，把脆弱，都留在这里吧。。

[我在你身边，你要相信，你要撑下去。你为什么没好好照顾自己？你已经受伤了，所以你更

加不能停下。你已做得很好了，真的]

汗水与泪水参杂在脸颊，这句话不停的回响，我坚决地告诉自己不能放弃，绝对不能。

好多人都版那么对我说，我不是不相信，只是觉得自己没有尽力。

我笑着说，我很好。只是当下的我，还是哭了。不是因为难过，而是感动，感动自己还是有

人默默地在乎着的。

那天的我们又聊了几句。他说，你真的好坚强。我突然愣了一阵。

是吗？

我的孤独，我的悲伤；我曾执著的，我曾放下的；没有人明白为什么，但又如何，只要我明

白就好。

那样，就好。

后来，下了一阵雨。我和她，都处在同样的天空，享受那阵雨的气息。

[感谢一场大雨洗走了悲伤。]

。

[哈哈，那是因为老天爷知道你寂寞啊。]

读着那封信息，不知怎么，我笑了。

Strong people knows how to keep their life in order.Even with tears in their eyes,they still manage to say: I am fine,with a smile.